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Pamela Erens's avatar

What an observant child you were, Nan. And I love that you stood up for your mom. Real guts! Bravo!

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Nan Tepper's avatar

Thanks, Pamela. I had to protest. She was being bullied by a big, whiny baby! xo

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Mary Roblyn's avatar

What a sweet story, Princess Pussycat! I will forever see you with some kind of kitty-ears tiara, with Tom Jones singing “What’s New, Pussycat?” in your honor. xoxo

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Mary Roblyn's avatar

He was pretty hot. I remember women throwing their panties onstage. There’s a great video on YouTube of him dancing with Janis Joplin. xoxo

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Nan Tepper's avatar

I don't know how hot he was, but I remember lots of sweat. I didn't want to throw my panties at him (I was 8), I wanted to sing like him! I'm gonna look for that video, though! xo

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Nan Tepper's avatar

I LOVED Tom Jones when I was a kid!

"It's not unusual to be loved by anyone

It's not unusual to have fun with anyone

But when I see you hanging about with anyone

It's not unusual to see me cry

I wanna die."

Signed, Your Princess Pussycat! xo

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According to Mimi's avatar

This must be such a happy memory to conjure. I love bedtime routines, and the "Princess Pussycat" makes me smile. What a sweet man he seems to be.

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SuddenlyJamie's avatar

Absolutely charming! 🥰

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Nan Tepper's avatar

Thanks, Jamie! That was some night. I don't know how I knew not to laugh, but I knew it so clearly. I loved that guy. As crazy as it could sometimes get with him, he really was a mensch doing the best he could. More to come! xo

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SuddenlyJamie's avatar

You capture the moment and your relationship so beautifully. And I could hear you smiling as you read the story. Just delightful. 🥰

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Nan Tepper's avatar

Thanks, lovely. He was my biggest fan and in many ways, the person who held me back in many ways, because we were so codependent. And I have so many good memories of our relationship, even so. There's a fun one coming on Wednesday! The memoir material that I'm working on is heavier, more dark, but still threaded with so much love. xo

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According to Mimi's avatar

Isn't that always the way of memoir? I think if I read a memoir that is too dark, it hurts my heart to know it was so bad for someone. Threading it with love means that you've come out on the other side. I cannot wait to read.

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Beth L. Gainer's avatar

Hi Nan,

This is a wonderful story. Good for you for standing your ground! So young and so courageous. Your dad sounds like a gem. Reading this piece made me think of the dinner parties my parents held and how drunk people got -- and loud. I could never sleep through that.

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Nan Tepper's avatar

Thanks, Beth. My dad WAS a gem, a lot of the time. But not always, because he was quite human, and quite flawed. I loved him so much. My folks weren't big drinkers, ever. They had other issues! xo

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Sarah Hauser's avatar

I love this story. So delightful, and all the details really take me there. Somehow it makes me think of those occasional times I would ask my parents about a situation and they would tell me I would understand when I got older. I always wondered “but why not now?”

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Nan Tepper's avatar

Thanks, Sarah. Exactly. Why not now? Little kids are smart. Really smart. I believe children see truths that become obscured as they get older. There's an aspect of purity that enables kids to see without the filters we use to ignore the uncomfortable! xo

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Elizabeth Beggins's avatar

A woman of conviction, even at five! My memories from childhood are not nearly as crisp as yours, Nan, and I've long regretted it. One of my kids has that gift, one doesn't. It's funny how some of us get to keep those differently than others.

This is a delightfully fun story, and I'm glad your dad was such a sweetheart. Saul, though? What a putz!

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Nan Tepper's avatar

Yup. That was me...at least about certain things. Memory is fascinating to me. The things that are vivid are mostly from childhood. Teen years not as much, but not bad. Things began to start running together in my late 20s to my early 40s. And then there was the memory disrupting ECT, but that was more short term memory loss. And yes, Saul was a major putz. A successful lawyer and really good friend of Rudy Giuliani, to give you an idea of how high up the putz ladder he climbed. My dad was a total doll on lots of occasions, but he had his putz moments as well. Don't we all? xo

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Eileen Dougharty's avatar

PRINCESS PUSSYCAT!!!! 🐈‍⬛♥️

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Nan Tepper's avatar

Yes, that would be me! xo

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Liza Debevec's avatar

This was so lovely. I love the detail in your story telling.

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Nan Tepper's avatar

I'm glad you enjoyed, Liza, thank you. I like being able to share more playful stories every so often, and it's a wonderful memory! xo

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Mr. Troy Ford's avatar

This is adorable, Nan. And you're describing Carol's hair and I'm thinking to myself, "Is it like Sharon Gless/Christine Cagney's blonde hair? Like a kind of glorious meringue, that you wouldn't mind decorating a cake? Yes. Delicious." 😂

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Nan Tepper's avatar

Thanks, Troy. No, not like Sharon Gless's hair in Cagney and Lacey. I loved that show, and couldn't decide who I had the bigger crush on, but it always came down to a greater lust for Tyne Daly. Carol's hair was curlier, and a bit shorter than Cagney's. So funny that we can discuss things like this. I loved Tyne Daly in The Rookies, too. xo

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Mr. Troy Ford's avatar

And Judging Amy - and her 1 episode appearance as Lily's teacher in Modern Family was a hoot. :)

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Nan Tepper's avatar

Hmmmm. Are you sure you're not a lesbian???? xo!

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Mr. Troy Ford's avatar

I am a wee bit 🩷

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Nan Tepper's avatar

I had a hunch! xo

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