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Jodi Sh. Doff's avatar

So crazy how much shame, and how many of us feel that, around admitting a belief in a higher power. In God. I had that same struggle. Raised by an agnostic and an atheist, in cerebral household, it was a foriegn concept for *weak* minds. I struggled as you did, but at some point it the connecton happened organically. I still feel awkward saying it outloud, maybe because I can't define my concept with words - that feels to restrictive. The most important part of higher power for me, the easiest for me to accept, was the instruction that it didn't matter what my higher power was, as long as I knew it wasn't me. That I was not in charge (the surrender part). And that alone was a huge relief, not having to be in charge of everything. Not being responsible for everything, but being a part of. Love you, and love watching you blossom and heal. Thanks for sharing this. (Side note: that note would make a great tattoo!)

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Nina Shengold's avatar

Congratulations, Nan. I hope you realize that completing the 12 Steps and completing (and publishing) 20 essays are both testaments to persistence. Welcome home!

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